A really big fear!
I have a lot of fears. I actually think I am going to write a few different blogs about fears but one that is really eating at me right now is writing.
I have no idea why I have a fear of writing, I never have had this fear or anything close to it. I have had experiences like it but nothing this close. I guess I should explain to you what needs to happen for me in the next week or so.
First, I have to finish writing all of my blogs. I think I have ten or so left, I haven't really been keeping track of how many I have, just that I need to keep on them. These really don't bug me at all. It is only writing for fourteen minutes so nothing major.
I have a research paper that I am working on that is due in about a week or so maybe even longer. In the past I have had a hard time finding the write thing to write about and a little bit of fear of how well I did on the paper. This research paper has me in a little different mood. I am flipping out about everything about. I don't even know where to start with it. It has me in such a fear of how bad it is going to be that I can't even write it. I can't sit down and work on it. I spent the last hour on my computer just looking around at things, doing everything I can to avoid writing this paper. The sad thing is that I haven't even wrote the paper yet. I am still working on the proposals for it.
The last thing, which I really shouldn't say because there are a few other things that I need to write, but the other thing that is got me going crazy is the paper for Doctrine and Covenants. Now, we are suppose to pick a gospel principle and expound on it and discuss it in our papers. I can't even pick a topic so researching and finding things to write about is out of the picture all together for right now.
All I know is that right now I have a serious case of writers block and it is not going away. Maybe this is why college is so hard. Teachers make you freak out about things and then you become so worried about how well things turn out you can't even function properly. I don't know, I just wish that I could just write and get all of these things done.
I have no idea why I have a fear of writing, I never have had this fear or anything close to it. I have had experiences like it but nothing this close. I guess I should explain to you what needs to happen for me in the next week or so.
First, I have to finish writing all of my blogs. I think I have ten or so left, I haven't really been keeping track of how many I have, just that I need to keep on them. These really don't bug me at all. It is only writing for fourteen minutes so nothing major.
I have a research paper that I am working on that is due in about a week or so maybe even longer. In the past I have had a hard time finding the write thing to write about and a little bit of fear of how well I did on the paper. This research paper has me in a little different mood. I am flipping out about everything about. I don't even know where to start with it. It has me in such a fear of how bad it is going to be that I can't even write it. I can't sit down and work on it. I spent the last hour on my computer just looking around at things, doing everything I can to avoid writing this paper. The sad thing is that I haven't even wrote the paper yet. I am still working on the proposals for it.
The last thing, which I really shouldn't say because there are a few other things that I need to write, but the other thing that is got me going crazy is the paper for Doctrine and Covenants. Now, we are suppose to pick a gospel principle and expound on it and discuss it in our papers. I can't even pick a topic so researching and finding things to write about is out of the picture all together for right now.
All I know is that right now I have a serious case of writers block and it is not going away. Maybe this is why college is so hard. Teachers make you freak out about things and then you become so worried about how well things turn out you can't even function properly. I don't know, I just wish that I could just write and get all of these things done.
posted by Eric @ 12:44 PM
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