In for the long haul!!!

Well, let me tell you. This weekend is looking to be a long one. Well, I hope it becomes one because I have a ton of homework to do and not a lot of time to do it. Sadly, but it is okay, I have time to do it and I think if I stay focused I can do this. I know I can do this all I have to say this is way different then high school. All of my teachers would be all over us and trying to remind us every minute to do the assignment. Here it's more like you have one chance to get it right. I can't believe. I have almost missed like three or four assignments, I really need to focus, because I really don't feel like dealing with bad grades and my pell grant is riding on good grades and I really don't feel like throwing this all a way out of stupidity but hey sometimes you just have to pay for your stupid mistakes the hard way. I would rather not but if I end up screwing things up looks like I will have to which will be okay. I am fully capable of doing this college thing and getting all my homework in and dominating in my classes, I just need to focus. I just have to cut the chain with the things that are holding me back and really just go for. I have people all around that can help me and pull me through, just will I get there help? I hope I do, I know they will help me but will I be smart enough to ask for there help. Of course I will be, if I didn't I would be stupid and would deserve to fail any and every class that I am taking. Well, maybe not everyone but close to everyone. I really don't feel like talking about grades and school to much. How about those cougars? They are looking good today, leading Eastern Illinois 17-0 right now. Hopefully that changes to like 65-0 like Wisconsin over temple. It was pretty bad. I so wouldn't want to be that team right now, I can't believe Wisconsin would go out and slaughter a team like that. I think that had a little chip on the shoulder from last week because I think they got there butts handed to them. It wasn't good, well it was close but it was pretty bad that they lost the way they did. Well, what else is there to say. I really can't come up with anything right now. I mean I have like two more minutes and I can;t come up with something to fill that two minutes , well we are down to one. One whole minute can you believe that. I hate writing for a certain amount of time. Some times its good but others it turns out not so good. Well, look at that times up.